This past week has seemed especially crazy...I guess that is why I have yet again neglected this blog. I always have the best of intentions to sit and write but the days get away from me, what with all the dishes and laundry and stuff...oh, can't forget those kids I have. They seem to take a bit of my time as well. he he
Anyway, when I have weeks like this I find myself thinking back to the days before kids. And please, before I go any further, I wouldn't trade my life for ANYTHING, but every mother out there knows just what I'm talkin' bout. Every now and then you fantasize about a different time not so long ago. A time when Mark and I were DINKS ( double income no kids ) ahhhh...let me reminisce ( this is where the screen goes blurry and we go back in time).
I remember the days when.....
I could walk on the floor bare feet and not get food stuck to my feet.
I could sleep.
I could actually have a conversation on the phone without saying " sorry, could you hang on for a second while I get my kid off the counter".
I could go into the kitchen and actually remember why I went in there!
When I was at a hotel I'd worry I would sleep THROUGH breakfast, now I'm usually sitting waiting for it to start!
I didn't spend more than our mortgage payment at the Superstore.
I could sleep.
I could eat supper when it was hot!
Poop was not such a huge part of my life.
I could go rent a movie and watch the whole thing!
I wouldn't find Thomas the Train in my bed.
I could go for a drive after 7pm.
I could sleep.
I did laundry ONCE a week!
I could wear a fitted t-shirt. Lord don't get me started on this one....
I could watch those sappy commercials without bawling my fool head off.
I didn't want to pass out at 8pm from pure exhaustion.
I could sleep. I realize I keep mentioning that one, but it's a BIG one, HUGE.
I could finish a whole sentence without saying " wait, what was I just saying?" ( a direct result of above mentioned sleep deprivation)
My house was clean for more than 5 minutes.
I didn't have to cook 3 different meals at suppertime. Yes I know, that is MY fault which brings me to the next one....
I didn't live with guilt, constant guilt.
The toilet would not be plugged with a toothbrush and a toy boat.
I did not worry constantly. I mean every second. Right now I'm worrying about them. Really, my mind is wandering as I type.
Ahhh...it was a different time.
But now I get to see these faces everyday...
I might just be the luckiest person alive.
The love. It's all consuming. Frig, I love them....and my crazy beautiful life.
Rae:)
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